my mood is becoming worst ever since the last post . just hate it . i just feel so ... dunno how to say . feeling so stress and come home it can't get any better . you know why ? wanna use the com to relax also cannot . wad to do ? that's for being the youngest . so idiotic . he big can bully ar ? to think that i last time also got let him use . AH , wadever . dun wanna bring up the past . later they say i'm calculative or wadever sh*t . lock myself in the room whole afternoon on tuesday . feeling so eff up ! damn .