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{Sunday, March 1, 2009} 10:42 AM
it's not because of the e.maths test that i'm sad about, on friday . (though i get very low) . it is the unbelievable truth that i found out on that day . i wasn't emo-ing about the test ! so wad if i got 34 for the test ? i dun care much about that . i found out the truth during geography lesson . it seems lyk i was quite quiet during that lesson is because of that . i just can't believe it . to think that i trust you . i always treated you as my friend but i didn't think that this would happen . why ? i was damn fucked up when i saw it . haiish . looks lyk i cant trust anyone now uhh . about this matter only one person besides me knows about it . the last month when i emo-ed you said this . and now it is always in my mind . i dunno why but i cried on that day during recess in the toilet . that's the reason why i wanna go to the toilet . i always treated you as a best friend and FUCK ! you just ... wadever . everytime you did something wrong or anger me i will just put it aside and now when i do something you bitch . how very nice of you . should i thank you for that ? i dunno . it just seems lyk everything is turning upsidedown in my life . ><
