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{Thursday, July 31, 2008} 6:53 PM
i can sense the COLDNESS in the air
i mean wad the hell?
we are lyk the outcasted .
ignoring still huh ?
it's getting better but still ignoring .
giving suggestions but not listening .
i sick and tired of all this man .
wad the hell is this ?
treating us lyk that ain't gonna help .
it is even worse than ever .
after all those things we've been through and you just cast us aside .
you know how that feels ?
i dunno .
it is all getting too weird !
i feel lyk pouring everything out .
but i dunno who to .
i only know i've told one person .
haiish .
it's so complicated .
time change and people change .
it all seems all illusory
but it is actually real .
i cant believe it actually .
it's lyk one 'snap' and *POOF*
so near yet so far eh ?
no .
is so near yet invinsible .
~!