Lol. Yupps, apparantly. even though it's just like the 3rd day of the month, I'm already sensing that this is going to be the worse month ever. Well, it's like trouble, trouble and trouble everyday. Not that I'm getting into trouble everyday. It's just my troubles adding on to my troubles and it's piling up real high now. And for a few days now, my heart have this really uneasy feeling. Actually, a mix of feeling. Happiness, Sadness and Anger. Anxiousness? Loneliness? Lol. Well, just know that the feeling I have really sucks and it's not cool to have it lol. Oh well, I don't know why is it like that but yeah whatever. Just have to live with it. Luckily, I'm living in my own fantasy of SOMETHING which will probably not come true at all. That'll keep me distracted from all my problems. Haha. If my fantasy really comes true, I'll be like 'WOW'! Awesome haha.

Anyways, school is going to start soon and I'm not excited for it at all. I think. Orientation starts on the 18 to the 21 and HOPEFULLY it's not a stayover orientation camp because I really hate stayovers for school stuff. That's pretty much why I always pretended to be sick during NCC camps just to go home earlier. Well, looks like I'm going to start a new chapter of my life, or maybe the start of my LIFE. New environment, new learning stuff, new friends, except for the fact that my brother is in the same school AND course as me so I'm going to see him pretty often. Like everyday. Haha.

Argh, there's so many things that I want to say just that I can't put it in words causing me to forget every other stuff that I want to type. Oh well. Hope that I'll have a great month ahead. And all of you too^^

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