okay I'm fuming right now. I know that what my father said was right, 'rotting my life away' at this point of time but what does he want me to do? Household chores are just wtf okay. Even if I wanna learn something new outside like a new language or a new skill, he will complain about the money involved and then he will talk about using so much of his money and NOW he say I don't do anything with my life. Hello? Not as if I don't want to do anything with my life(I'm already very sad about something about this and you just have to rub it in. Wonderful). What you want me to do? Do charity at homes everyday? When I go out everyday you 'scold' me saying that I go out everyday, and when I stay at home the whole day you 'scold' me for using the computer the whole day. What you want me to do the household chores the whole day? Until every corner sparkle? Fuck you. Don't be such a dick in my life.