okay , I'm already feeling depress in the afternoon and after going for mutual I feel even more depress -.- I think I'm gonna fall into depression soon lols . Ah , oh well . Damn sad luhh . But I'll pull through I guess . yupps , I really hate myself for everything that I've done . Well , not everything . But anyways , yeah basically I hate myself blah blah blah . Boring right ? I know , so i shouldn't continue .