haha . why am i feeling so down ! NOW ! AH ! haha . perhaps i'm lyk at home and nothing to do that's why . hmmm . i had been feeling 'lyk that' since a long time ago . lyk an emptiness in my heart . wad is missing ? -.- it's kinda bothering me cos it makes me feel lyk shutting myself off . though i'm lyk 'crazy' . and i dun wanna be that way . i hate the irritating and annoying me ! pfft . it sucks . totally . absolutely . -.-