okay haven really blog the past few days because there is practically nothing to blog and only a few people reads my blog i guess ? -.- just have been thinking alot lately -.- AH ! haha . my mind is lyk full of thoughts causing me to lose my focus once in a while . cant get the thoughts out my mind so yeah . i dunno how long will this go but haha . just have to live with it . a new year is gonna begin soon and obviously i'm not prepared for next year but it will soon come already . so i'll just try to do my best and graduate from this school -.- cant wait for next year to over actually . i dunno why . haha .

No one will bother to read right ?

1)From now on , you can't tell lies, are you ready?
Well , okay ? haha .
2)Think back six months ago, were you single?
duh xDD
3)What do you carry with you at all times?
iPod , handphone and my wallet .
4)When you say you don't care, do you mean it?
erm . hmmm . sometimes yes , sometimes no .
5)What are you feeling?
bored -.- tired -.-
6)Is something wrong right now?
yes ... my life ^^
7)Are you mad at someone?
haha yeah .
8)What's on your mind?
a lot of things are going on on my mind right now . i'm lyk thinking of seriously a lot of things haha xDD
9)Are you jealous of someone right now?
haha . hmmm . for love ... no . for other things maybe yes .
10)Do you have a piggy bank that's actually shaped like a pig?
nopes . i dun even have one .
11)Do you want to start over with anyone?
start over ? O.o as in ? lols .
12)Do you know anyone likes you?
dunno ? not sure ...
13)Are you good at hiding your feelings?
yeah . ^^
14)What are you supposed to be doing right now?
nothing
15)True love or 1 billion bucks?
true love . duh xDD
16)Has anyone ever told you have pretty eyes?
nopes . my eyes are nice at all xDD
17)Anything you would change about your life?
there are many many things i wanna change in my life and it's inconvinient saying it haha .
18)Could you cry right now?
No .
19)Do you ever think about stuff and start crying?
nopes , just emo will do . haha ^^
20)How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
most of the times . except for casual talks .
21)Are you okay with the life you live?
hehe . actually no .
22)Last person you told a secret to?
i have no secrets . hmmm . wait ... have one but told nobody .
23)Do you believe true love can conquer anything?
nopes .
24)When was the last time you cried?
this year ? o.o i dun remember . quite long ago though .
25)How much money did you spend today?
$6 on kfc ! xDD
26)What are you sitting on now?
lame question -.-
27)Whats something you really want right now?
really want ? hmmm . one of the many things is itouch xDD
28)How do you feel about your hair right now?
ah ... change my hairstyle ? -.- just let it grow longer but school is reopening haha .
29)What did you do yesterday?
church , watch singapore idol use com and sleep .
30)Would you forgive a friend for telling your biggest secret?
hmmm . yupps i think i will be .
31)Is there someone that makes you happy when you speak with them?
i think so ? cos sometimes i'm just fake happy
32)When's the last time you said you were fine and you really weren't?
i dunno about the last time but everytime .
33)Is someone on your mind right now?
erm . yeah there was a question lyk that just now haha .
34)Who's birthday is coming up?
prasana's . finally a 16 yo girl .
35)Were you happy when you woke up?
nopes . i was tired throughout the day .
36)What is one emotion you are feeling right now?
dissappointed
37)Are you easy to get along?
i dun think so ? -.- cos i'm those kind of shy and awkward person xDD
38)Ever cheated on someone?
cheated as in love or wad ? -.-
39)Who is the last person you send a text?
Jian Cheng
40)What do you want to be when you grow up?
hehe . i wanna be somebody xDD
41)Who are the most important people to you?
family and friends
42)Can you live a day without tv and your phone?
tv yes phone maybe ? haha .
43)What/Who are you thinking of right now?
oh . i'm thinking of alot of people ! dun wanna name out all .
44)What is you favourite colour?
Black .
45)Are you seriously in love?
dunno ? -.-
46)Would you cry for the one you love?
haha yeah .
47)Have you ever failed in life?
same as hyung chinese ? xDD
48)What is your full name?
Tai Wei Zhong Ivan
49)Do you like your surname?
do i have a choice ? -.- it's just a surname anyways .
50)How long have you liked the person you currently like?
hehe . quite long xDD
51)Have you ever kissed anyone in the last 48 hours?
Nopes xDD
52)Did you cry today?
nothing to cry about ...
53)What are you doing this morning at 8am?
Sleeping xDD
54)What are you doing an hour ago?
watching lame spider man xDD .
55)What are you currently doing?
doing this quiz ? -.-
56)Are you mad about anything now?
yeah .
57)Have you told anyone that you love them today?
Nopes .
58)Do you miss anyone now?
Yeah . xDD
59)Any plans for tomorrow?
hmmm . i guess i have to go for tuition -.-
60)Is there anyone you want to be with now?
A lot of people ^^
61)Name someone who make you smile today?
Wei Shen ? Jian Cheng ? haha .
62)Name a friend whose name starts with `Z'
Zulhilmi .
63)Which of your friend(s) stays closest to you?
hmmm . if church is , hying , aub , dana and tania ? haha . i hope so xDD
in school is , PCMIX + Jian Cheng and Wei Shen ? haha . i hopes so too .
64)Do you prefer to call or text?
Text . it's awkward talking .
65)Was yesterday better than today?
no diff . same old boring day -.-
66)When is your last and second last hug?
saturday . my dad . the other i dunno .
67)What does the last text msg in your inbox says?
Ya._.
68)How do you feel about your life now?
someone change it pls !
69)Do you hate anyone?
hehe duh xDD
70)Last person you called?
Wei Shen
71)Who usually send you the most texts in a month ?
Hmmm . Jian Cheng i think ?
72)Is your room messy now?
So-so -.-

Tags : Prasana , Cheryl

overall best song in 2009 for K-POP on music bank .

1st - gee
2nd - sorry sorry
3rd - i don't care

haha . i'm posting this nothing because of sm of course . xDD because of 2ne1 for making it to the top three every though they are rookies ! LOLS ! i'm really bored -.- spent my lonely christmas walking around orchard searching for things xDD ! hope you all enjoyed your day ^^

PROJECTS AND HOMEWORKS ! LAST MINUTE ^^

So time flies and it's already the last month of the year ! A new year is gonna start in two weeks ? xDD and i'm not really ready for it . still wanna enjoy myself ! but play time is over soon and we have to study hard for our upcoming examinations ! ^^

So i'm here to post about my holidays in Hong Kong ! ^^ i'll upload the photos tomorrow or something cos it's taking forever to upload one -.- i reached Hong Kong lyk about 11 in the morning on 14/12 . it's my third consecutive year going there so when i saw the airpost i was lyk -.- boring . haha . the plane ride was so uncomfortable . next time dun take UNITED AIRLINES people . xDD ! SIA is a much better choice xDD . I stayed in Royal Plaza Hotel and it was super nice . second time staying over there . the TV has MTV , Cartoon network and many more . Ben 10 and Tom & Jerry became my best friend over there . watching it on the tv almost everytime i was in the room . xDD

eat ajisen ramen for lunch ! ^^ it taste so much better than Singapore's and it is so much cheaper over there . slack in the hotel until dinner time then went to Central to have our dinner . the Wanton Noodle is famous in Hong Kong so we ate that . you all should try that if you guys get to go there . it only comes in soup and the wanton is nice and big xDD . there is lyk 3 prawns inside ? i dunno . didn't really count xDD . but when i ate it , it doesn't really taste nice because i was quite full already -.- after dinner , we walked around Central to digest faster xDD . saw this racist banner and it's lyk so WTH -.- talking about black people and blah blah blah ... went back to the hotel after that and fell asleep straight away because i was tired . the flight make me have a headache and i was sick too .

Woke up early to go to the temple ^^ didn't really have a good sleep at night cos i woke up quite a number of times at night -.- woke up at 8 . didn't really feel lyk a holiday uhh . Lol . xDD . left the hotel around 9 after all the washing up , and did baptism for the dead ! there were people from other countries there too ^^ so i can only do 50 . and we ended quite early at 10.45 so we decided to go back to the hotel first to wait for my parents(awkward typing PARENTS ... LOL) to finish their endownments . OH ! and you gotta eat their Siew Mai there it's NICE ! well , street stalls are nice . me and my brother went to the stall at the MTR station ^^ it's very cheap only lyk $1 plus for 6 of it ^^ . reached the hotel and fell asleep ! must be too tired because of the sleepless night xDD . woke up at 2.30 and saw my father in my room -.- asking us to get ready to go out and eat lunch . a late one xDD . we had DIM SUM ! my favourite ^^ keke . after lunch we walked around the shopping mall hoping to buy some stuff and we did . ^^ i finally got myself a new pair of shoe ! A Black Leather Converse Shoe . it was about S$68 . ^^ Ever heard of Mrs. Fields Cookies ? bought them at night after 9.30 cos it's lyk buy 2 muffins get 2 free . and the queue was long . cos the muffins there are really very nice . ^^ you guys should try it sometime ^^ . that's all for that day .

hmmm . i still didn't sleep well at night again . tried to sleep at 12 mn and ended up sleeping at 3am . amazing -.- was so freaking tired in the morning when i woke up . woke up at 8 again -.- so early . didn't go to the temple today uhh . we decided to go to an island called the Lamma Island . It was a half an hour ride to the island from the jetty . the first thing i saw on that island was dogs . xDD . and there are a lot of them on that island . they are all tamed and walking around the towns by themselves . they are lyk normal human beings ^^ haha . so cool . there was this dog running here and there . i think he's trying to keep itself warm . cos it was about 11 degrees over there . walked to the beach and saw a garden named herbo-something . -.- forget already ^^ keke . found some rabbits and cats in the garden . got bored of all those stuff and took some photos of the scenery on the island and it was really nice . photos will be uploaded soon i hope ^^ ate beef noodle at a shop near the jetty and it was delicious ! maybe because of the cold weather that every hot thing you eat taste nice ? keke . went back to the city after that at around 3pm . went to the supermarket at the shopping mall near the jetty ! how i wish that singapore have this kind of supermarket cos it is really nice inside ! the things they sell there are kinda special ^^ went to the Disneyland after that . just the outside though . didn't wanna go in cos i think it will be a waste of money . HK$350 per person -.- about S$70 . not worth for a Disneyland in Hong Kong . Took some photos over there ! xDD . and the weather over there seems so much colder ! i dunno why but i dun feel cold over there and i ever took out my sweater xDD ! keke . the feeling was nice !

I finally had a good night sleep last night but i had to wake up early again at about 8.30am -.- eat congee at Mongkok and headed for the cable cars ! ^^ . the temperature was dropping ! took the cable car to Lantau Island , Ngong Ping . The temperature over there was lyk 6-8 degrees and i was lyk wearing my normal wear for Hong Kong ! So my hands got numb and my ears too ! damn the coldness . but it was nice ! haha . we were lyk 'smoking' ! first time experiencing this kind of things ^^ climb up hmm ... 300 steps ? i dunno . to some buddha thingy . not really interested but i just climb up to feel the coldness LOL . cos the wind is so strong up there ! well , next time if i were to go there i better wear thicker clothing . nothing much over there really . so we went back to the City . shop around the shopping mall at the city . the things over there are really expensive ! but i wan a leather jacket ! it cost lyk S$500 -.- so obviously i didn't buy any . ate my dinner at a stall near Mongkok . it sells goose meat ! and the taste was different but delicious ^^ too bad singapore dun have right ? haha . SNORES ...

woke up early again -.- this time to the temple again -.- saw marie ellis and her brother over there . wad a coincidence ! didn't expect to see any singaporeans over there xDD ! and blah blah blah . the next two days wasn't really much so i dun think i was blog about it -.- THAT'S ALL ! xDD . sorry bout the photos . will upload it soon ^^

I'm Back To Singapore ! xDD . Well . I Dunno If Anybody Cares But It Seems Lyk I'm Blogging For Myself But Yeah Who Cares ! Lols . I Think I Will Post About Wad I Did And All That Tomorrow . I'm Getting Kinda Tired From The Flight And Besides , It's Late .

going to hong kong soon in another 8 more hours -.- nid to wake up in lyk 5 hours time ? -.- so early ... cant sleep though . and i'm sick ! NOOO !! vomitting -.- well , see you people soon in one week if i cant blog overseas . haha .

IvanTLMyself . Youtube name . Random .

the favourite place in my house now is the table beside the window in my study room . it is just so nice to just sit there and stare outside for minutes and hours thinking about things while feeling the night breeze .

leaving singapore on monday . going to hong kong for the whole week . definitely visiting the temple as usual . i think i can go shopping on my own . i'm familiar with that place since it is my third time going there . coming back on saturday ... well , sunday . the plane arrives at midnight so yeah .

getting my new handphone soon . most slightly getting Nokia 5800 . well , i dun see any other nice phones to get . either i dun wan or too exp . cant wait for that day cos i'm sick of my current phone . wishing for that day to arrive quickly .

just came back from choir practice xDD ! it was fun as usual . ^^ just hearing the unison in the voices of the YM and YW it's very nice ^^ . got nothing much to post about actually -.- i'm just random posting . hope to get my new phone as soon as possible ! maybe around 22 DEC . 13 MORE DAYS ! haha . going hong kong soon -.- leaving on monday . i cant wait to go ^^ but somehow i also cant wait to come back . haha . it's gonna be cold over there ^^ hope there is time to buy things for friends ^^ (and money) haha .

oh , hey guys . just woke up from my sleep -.- didn't really sleep last night because of the chalet . only 1 hour ! xDD ! but i guess it is alright . i just sleep a little while more at home . haha . but i'm still tired now xDD .

well . at first the chalet was boring cos not many people were there . and i was watching '17 Again' on my ipod -.- cos there is really nothing to do ! after that the barberque started and i was in the room upstairs talking among the sec 3s . oh , and we catch the midnight movie , well at 2am , of The Twlight Saga: New Moon . haha . it's kinda funny cos it's my fifth time watching and Cheryl's 2nd time . and both of us are the ' most awake' one in the cinema . haha . alot o f people are watching it for the first time and they are falling asleep . haha . i guess they are tired and restless . haha . when the movie ended about 4.10 we were walking back to the chalet and people asked me how i survived watching it for the fifth time -.- haha. i dunno ? xDD ! ah , went back and slept till 6.00 but lay there until 7 plus . then i came home xDD .

OH ! I WANNA CHANGE MY PHONE ! cant wait for 22nd of December ! That's When i'm changing my phone . haha . finally ! and i wan the free unlimited SMS to any service provider cos it's kinda killing me if i dun have it . xDD !

went to watch new moon again with prasana , cheryl and theng wei -.- it's lyk my fourth time watching it ! -.- and tomorrow i'm watching it during the chalet at midnight i guess ? HAHA . it will be lyk the fifth ! gosh -.- wasting money lyk this is kinda scary . haha . during the movie prasana was lyk asking me so many things ! -.- but got one part she didn't ask me anything but i told her wad happen and she was lyk shut up ! LOLS ! and as usual since it's the fourth time watching it in cinema . the ending was yeah ... and everybody in the cinema was lyk 'WAD?' . haha . and so is prasana , cheryl , especially theng wei ? haha . it's hilarious . guess i cant wait to see wad happen in the next movie . plan to be out by mid year 2010 and may be a 2 parts show . haha . yupps . random~!

after the movie i was feeling hungry so we went to mac to grab a bite . haha . cheryl and prasana was lyk pouring sugar on thengwei's shirt and hair ! -.- and we were laughing so badly . and there's this kid beside prasana who keeps staring at us -.- . then cheryl got really crazy and threw a spoonful of ice cream at theng wei ! OMO ! haha . but her aiming sucks and it landing on a primary school kid behind thengwei ! gosh ! at first i thought it was a pattern on her sweater but i realised that it was the ice cream after a while ! it was CRAZY~ haha . after that we walked around plaza then we went home ^^ . guess tomorrow i wont be using com . got chalet~

CIAO

my new playlist . one song only . taylor swift - you belong to me . didn't know what to put . since there's no new korean songs so yeah . haha . and i'm almost bored to death . well soon -.-

haha . as usual . bored nothing to do . freaking tired . cant sleep and i wake up so early -.- testerday had a hard time sleeping again and i suddenly wake up at 8 this morning -.- yawns ! and i've nothing to do too ! games ? nah ... korean stuff ? kinda no for now ... -.- i'm still thinking about it . and it has nothing gotta do with PCMIX seriously . and telling it out also wont affect . haha . it's just something xDD ! that's causing me to have sleepless nights ! -.- and i've lost interest in practically everything . yeah -.-

cant really sleep nowadays . dunno why . maybe because i'm thinking of something particularly . it's making me unable to sleep . only after an hour or so then i will be able to sleep . ah , and it's nothing gotta do with Singapore stuff and Korean stuff . somewhere else . i'm going crazy i guess . nothing to do , dun feel lyk going back to school , dun feel lyk doing anything . ARGH ! this is killing me . boredom ? no ... not because of that . it's a secret . well no one knows and no one will ever know ...