LOLS . i think i'm completely bored . nothing to do at home so i created polls for fun -.-

haha . thanks people ^^

listening to 'Let Me Hear Your Voice' also calm me down . xDD ! BEAUTIFUL SONG !

i'm in a very bad mood nowadays . started perhaps a week ago ? haha . i dunno . just feel lyk nothing is going right although it may seems to be RIGHT . but yeah . i dun really give a damn about anything right now . just feel lyk listening to some songs to calm myself down or something if i can really do that . haha . well , i guess i am really an introvert yeah ? muahahaha . ah , shinz -.- i think from now on i should not talk so much or wadever in school cos i'm really tired right now . @#$%^&*()(*&^%$#@!@#$%^&*()*&^%$#@#$%^&^%$3$%^&*(6432#$%^&*(&^%$#@#$%^&*&^%$#@#$%^^^&*&&&^%$$$$$%^%#(%^%%$$%#*%&^%*F*&^(^^*&^U(&%^%^%$&^%*&^C*&^*&^(*&^(^K*&%^$%^$&^*O(&(&$^%*F^&$%$#%#$%^&*F*(^*&%*&% !

This is my 200th post ! xDD

yeah and here are the lyrics for big bang - let me hear your voice !

na na na na na oh! oh~
sa ra ki ma de no a me wa mo u a ga te
a su fa ru to ta da yo u ma chi no ni yo
ne so chi mo mu ha re te ru yo ne
ni shi ka ra ka i fu ku su ru te
a sa wa ni ga te na ki mi da ka ra ne
ma in ichi chan o to o ki ra re te ru ka i
so na ko to i ma da ni shi in pa i shi te ru yo

hi ro ga ru so ra wa sou ji yu u de
na ni mo ka wa te na i ke re do
to na ri ni i ma wa ta da ta da ki mi ga i na i da ke

ko we o ki ka se te
su na o ni na re ba ki to
wa ka ri wa e ru ha zu sa
ko ko ro wo hi ra i te
ko we wo ki ka se te wa ru i te ki ta mi chi wa
bo ku ta chi ni to te ki to
ta i se tsu na STEP su sa
so no mi ra i ye no

kimi to ha ji me te de a ta no wa sou
cho u do i ma ku ra i no ki set su da ta ne
rai to wa pu shi ta ma chi na mi ga
ki re i ni ka ga ya i te a
na ki mu shi na ki mi wa a re ka ra yo ku
bo ku no ka ta ni o de ko wo no ke te
na i te ta ne so no no u mo ri i
mu sho ni fu re ta ku na ru

nin wa da re de mo so re zo re ni
na ya mi wo da ka e te i ki ru ko wa re
sou na ko ko ro wo hi shi ni da ki shi me te

ko e wo ki ka se te
ya sa shi ku nai ba mo to
a i shi a e ru ha zue sa
me wo so ra sa na i de
ko e wo ki ka se te
ka ra mi tsu ku fu an mo
sa bi shi sa mo ko e te yo ko
u i ma no ko no kimi mo chi ga
ki zu na ni na ru Yo Since you went away hasn't been
the same In my heart all I got is pain Could it be
that I played a game to lose you, I can't maintain
Sunlight moonlight you lit my life realize in the night while
love shines bright Cant let you go we're meant forever
baby let me know This past without you, Can't forget you
Letting me be the cloud hanging above me Raining on
me missing you touch Nights get long and it's hard
to clutch We're apart breaks my heart Its all for the
best girl you're my world In time my love unfolds
He will then wait for you girl

ko we o ki ka se te
su na o ni na re ba ki to
wa ka ri a e ru ha zu sa
ko ko ro wo hi ra i te
ko we wo ki ka se te
a ru i te ki ta mi chi wa
bo ku ta chi ni to te ki to
ta i set su na STEP su sa
so no mi rai he no

English Translations

The rain just now has stopped
The smell of asphalt is floating around the city
Hey, over there too, the weather is fine already right?
For the weather has cleared up from the west
Since you’re not a morning person
Everyday, will you be able to wake up properly?
I’m still worried about things like that

The spreading sky, the freedom
Although neither of them has changed
Right now, just that… it’s only just that you are not by my side

Let me hear your voice
If we become honest, surely
We’ll be able to understand each other
Please open your heart
Let me hear your voice
The path we have come is, for us, definitely
An important STEP to that future

The first time I met you was
Around this season right?
The light up street was
Glowing beautifully
The crybaby-you, from that time on, often
Laid your forehead on my shoulder
You were crying right? That extreme warmth
From your touch on my shoulder

Everyone lives, carrying his own worry
Desperately holding his broken heart

Let me hear you voice
If we become more kind
We’ll be able to love each other
Don’t avert my eyes
Let me hear your voice
Let’s get over those entwined anxieties and loneliness
The feelings of this moment become our bond

Yeah, Since you went away hasn’t been the same
In my heart all I got is pain
Could it be that I played a game to lose you, I can’t maintain
Sunlight moonlight you lit my life realize in the night
while love shines bright
Cant let you go we’re meant forever baby let me know

This past without you, Can’t forget you
Letting me be the cloud hanging above me
Raining on me missing you touch
Nights get long and it’s hard to clutch
We’re apart breaks my heart
Its all for the best girl you’re my world
In time my love unfurls
He will then wait for you girl

Let me hear your voice
If we become honest, surely
We’ll be able to understand each other
Please open your heart
Let me hear your voice
The path we have come is, for us, surely
An important STEP to that future

ah . the lyrics for "Let Me Hear Your Voice" is not out yet ! I WAN ! xDD yeah . but park bom - you and i lyrics are out ! here it is ^^

Romanization Lyrics

No matter what happens
Even when the sky is falling down
I'll promise you
That I'll never let you go

You naega sseureojilddae
Jeoldae heundeullimeopsi
Ganghan nunbicheuro
Myeotbeonigo nal ileukyeojweo

And you, na himae gyeoulddae
Seulpeumeul byeolang kkeutkkaji ddo akkimeopsi
Chajawa du son japeun geudaeyegae

*Nan haejoongae eopneundae
Chorahan najiman
Oneul geudae wihae i norae booleoyo
Tonight geudaeye du noonae
Geu miso dwiae nalwihae gamchweowatdeon
Apeumiboyeoyo

You and I together
It just feels so right
Ibyuliran maleulhaedo
Geu nuga mweorahaedo nan geudael jikilgae

You and I together
Nae du soneul nochijima
Annyoungiran maleun haedo
Naegae i saesangeun ojik neo hanagiae*

You maneun sarangcheoreom
Oori sarang yeokshi jogeumssik byunhagaetjyo
Hajiman jaebal seulpeo malayo
Oraen chinhan chingu cheoreom
Namaneul mideulsuitgae gidaelsuitgae
I promise you that I'll be right here, baby

*Repeat

Waeroun bami chajaolddaen
Na salmyeosi nooneul gamayo
Geudaeye soomgyeoli nal aneulddae
Mueotdo duryeopji anjyo
E saesang geu eoddeon nugudo
Geudaereul daeshin halsueopjyo
You are the only one
And I'll be there for you, baby

You and I together
It just feels so right
Ibyeoliran maleulhaedo
Geu nuga mweorahaedo nan geudael jikilgae

You and I together
Nae du soneul nochijima
Annyoungiran maleunhaedo
Naegae i saesangeun ojik neo hanagiae

Just you and I
Forever and ever

English Translation

No matter what happens
Even when the sky is falling down
I'll promise you
That I'll never let you go

Oh~~~Oh~~Oh~~~oh~~Oh~~~oh~~Yeah~~~

You, When I fall
you held me back up with an unfaltering gaze

And You, through those sad times
held my hands till the end of the world

I might be a shabby person who has never done anything for you
But today, I am singing this song just for you
Tonight, within those two eyes
and smile I can see the pains from protecting me
You and I together. It's just feel alright
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don't ever let go of my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you


Our love has changed a bit by bit just like others
But don't be sad
Hopefully I will be someone who you can trust like an old friend
and someone you can lean onto
I promise you that I'm be right here baby


I might be a shabby person who has never done anything for you
But today, I am singing this song just for you
Tonight, within those two eyes
and smile I can see the pains from protecting me
You and I together. It's just feel alright
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don't ever let go of my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you


I close my eyes lightly whenever I feel lonely again
I no longer fear when your breath holds me
No one in the world can replace you
You are the only one in I'll be there for you baby


You and I together, It's just feeling alright
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don't ever let go my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you

Just you and I
Forever and ever..

yeah yeah . as everyone knows that holidays are coming up and there are alot of things that are happening yeah ?

2a chalet is gonna be so **** up . i mean , wad the **** is his ****ing problem ! and we are lyk invisible during the exco meeting -.- me and jian cheng . i mean it's lyk wad the **** . i was the one who came up with the idea of having a yearly chalet and jian cheng was the one reminding to plan for a chalet and this is wad we get in return . i'm am lyk ****ing angry right now ! so is JC ! massive spamming of **** ! although i MAY be able to make it , i was be ****ing tired ! who goes to chalet to be some emo shit over there ! i will be ****ing tired after i come back from overseas ! especially when it's with NCC ! DUH ! OMO ! WTF ! ARGH ! aiish , forget it la . you guys can go plan for chalets in the near future uhh . i wont even bother about 2a'08 matter anymore ! DAMN THIS SHIT ! BULLSHIT ! talking about bonds ... yeah right ... super right ... i thought 2a was suppose to be one of the best ? _l_ told us to plan in the end you go booked a date which is so ... now we cannot make it is fine la ? then other people cannot make it on other days it's not fine LA ! WIN LIAO LOR ! damn ... **** this shit .... make my mood until so DAMN ! DUNNO WAD TO SAY LA ! 2a'08 SAYONARA ! ANNYONG !

aiish . i dunno why but i'm starting to feel lyk mathias ? xDD ! staying at home than cannot go out cos no money or whatsoever . then i start to emo -.-

aigoo . -.- i wanted to post but my pictures suddenly cannot transfer into my com ! only 3 of them ! -.- dun really wanna elaborate cos i'm bored to death at home and am lazy to type now ! just to let you know that the watermelon was carved out by me and nora ! xDD and we won the 3rd place ? xDD it's for halloween . ^^ i'm just bored at home O.o staring at videos even since 3pm of today . and now it's 10pm so 7 hours of video watching and i'm bored LOL !

annyong -.- *yawns*

haha . today went out with prasana , cheryl , mathias , wei shen , nicole and theng wei ^^ we went to seoul garden at takashimaya ! but we met at 10.30 which was a bit too early ? -.- reach seoul garden at around 11 pm when it haven even open yet . so the picture on top is the fishes being cooked ! haha . i think that's the nicest thing that i've ate over there ? xDD ! prasana , cheryl , mathias and wei shen was lyk at one table and me , nicole and theng wei in the other xDD ! our table have a chef ! XDD ! theng wei is lyk cooking everything and order us to get food and all those but he cooked the food until very nice ^^ i ate practically all the fishes ! Muahahaha ! ^^ hehe . thanks theng wei ! xDD . me and nicole was saying "thanks , theng wei " each time he finished cooking some food and put it on our plate xDD !
after we had finish eating , we play the game which we usually played at MacDonald ! xDD the picture above is the mixture that mathias made -.- it is super disgusting ! it consist of dessert toppings , ice cream , chilli and white pepper -.- gross . well , here are the results of the games we had played . the losers of each game -.-
1st game : Ivan , me -.-
2nd game : theng wei
3rd game : prasana
4th game : prasana
5th game : mathias
6th game : me
7th game : theng wei
8th game : prasana
9th game : theng wei
10th game : prasana
11th game : cheryl
12th game : cheryl
13th game : wei shen
14th game : nicole
15th game : theng wei
16th game : cheryl

haha . at the 12th game it was prasana and cheryl left and they dun wanna scissors , paper , stone because they dun wanna drink it . then mathias was lyk you guys better do it in 10 seconds otherwise both of you'll will drink it . haha . then they quickly do it xDD ! and cheryl lost xDD sadded . and congrats prasana and theng wei for being the core losers of the day xDD ! ah . went to watch500 days of summer today . i didn't wanna watch this movie at first but they bought it already ! i wanted to watch fame ! ToT . this show is boring ! only a few funny parts . there was one part in the show when the two of them were sitting in the garden and they shouted 'PENIS !' for multiple times ! lols . and then there was this card which the guy create .

Roses are red,
Violets are blue,
(opens the card)
F**k you, whore .

LOLS ! it was ... ! so damn funny la . haha .

that's all ba xDD !

V.I.P & BlackJacks ^^

oh gosh . there really is nothing to do at home uhh ? -.- went out today in the afternoon to get my earpiece xDD ! it blocks off all the sound from the outside so next time tap me before talking to me xDD ! cos i cant hear anything xDD ! went to douby ghaut with hyung ! xDD and sherman ! xDD to buy it . it cost me 41.90 -.- kinda expensive yeah ? but it's worth it cos the bass is lyk WOOTS ! xDD haha . hyung bought a 38 bucks headphones (gold colour) . it's nice ^^ haha . we plan to exchange sometime O.o xDD ! haha . then went to eat at the food court afterwards and hyung dun lyk chicken ! muahahaha . chicken is nice uhh -.-

ah , i cant stay at home all day ? there is nothing much to do ! just playing maple ... and dota ... that's all ! and surfing the net for K-pop stuff . lols . i nid to go out ! well . i am going out next monday with friends to seoul garden ! xDD ! and my results which i got back on wednesday is kinda low -.- A1 , A1 , A2 , B4 , B4 , B4 , C6 . omo ! 65.5% ! i think i will have to give back my laptop to my mum ? NOOOO !!! hope mid year and CA2 will pull me up to 70% ! ^^

ANNYONG !

hehe . this is the translation for tae yan - where u at in english ^^

Taeyang:

I don’t even know your name, girl
But I’m going to get you somehow
Just gotta let me know where u at
Cuz your man’s coming

When our eyes first met
You smiled a familiar smile
As if you know me
Making me stop in my tracks
It was only a fleeting moment
But I remember how I felt at that moment
I am afraid that I won’t see you again

I look back to catch a glimpse of you
You are getting farther and farther away
Day and night, high and low
I am here as always searching for you.

I just wanna know if you feel the same
Where u at, where u at, where u at
Tell me now
And let my love for you begin
Where u at, girl

I just wanna know if you feel the same
Where u at, where u at, where u at
When you call my name someday
I will be there right in front of you

The look on your face seemed to say
You understood how lonely I was
That look makes you so unforgettable
You understand me

Teddy :

Oh then I wake up and
Then I’m out my zone
Blink twice then you’re gone

Taeyang :

Is your life as hard for you as mine is for me
When you feel worn out by this cold, cold world
Please hang in there until you find me

I run and run and run searching for you
You become only farther and farther away
Day and night, high and low
Beyond the blue sky
I shout for you as always

I just wanna know if you feel the same
Where u at, where u at, were u at
Tell me now
And let my love for you begin
Where u at, girl

I just wanna know if you feel the same
Where u at, where u at, where u at
When you call my name someday
I will be there right in front of you

Now let’s go

Let me break this down
You may be listening to this song somewhere
Let me promise you now
You are meant for me so
I’ll be there for you

I just wanna know if you feel the same way
Where u at, where u at, where u at
Tell me now
And let my love for you begin
Where u at, girl

I just wanna know if you feel the same
Where u at, where u at, where u at
When you call my name someday
I will be there right in front of you

GIMME A BREAK FOR ALL THIS HAPPENING AROUND ME !
MY LIFE IS TURNING UPSIDEDOWN ! AND JC , MY FRIENDSHIP WITH YOU WILL NEVER FADE UNLESS YOU LET IT UHH ! SORRY AH !

ah . why cant my life be carefree and nice to live in ?
i guess this is life uhh ? people may think that i can handle any problem as my family background is broken and i may be stronger after the incident yeah but actually the answers is no .
problems are coming one after and another since last year and i'm sick and tired of all this shit . feeling so down and out right now . damn ! -.- please make me be problem-less ! aiish . i dunno wad to say ! ah , feeling so frustrated with all the problems which i'm having . just wish that i can have at least a year of happiness please ? ah . i guess not ? it's just a few days than another one come out . ah , i'm not blaming anyone uhh . i'm blaming myself -.- why am i in this world ? haiish . ARGH !!

hahaha . today is marking day and i didn't stay at home ! ^^ went out with jian cheng , ricky and theng wei ! went to J Cube at Douby Ghaut to play audi ! xDD !

and unfortunately something happened -.-
you guys can tag your feelings about this ! LOL !

me and jian cheng was playing audi .
i leveled i went to do my license then jian cheng got a PM from a guy also in J Cube , to play with him . so jian cheng went and play with him and one of his friends and i joined them a while later . after that both of them left . so only me and jian cheng playing in the room . the guy continued to PM jian cheng and blah blah blah . then i said he lyk gay and jian cheng say he is gonna tell him -.- i thought he was joking but he really did tell him ! OMO ! then things got worse and they quarrelled and the guy ask jian cheng to shut the fuck up -.- then jian cheng started not talking to him uhh . then the guy , his name is B . (weird name -.-) , said he wanted to slap me -.- . so yeah as time goes by , B came to the back and asked who is this guy who said i gay ... wadever . then i dunno wad jian cheng said but after a while i just said that i'm the one who called him gay . then he said this , "look at yourself before you judge la ...." something lyk dat ? haha . but lemme tell you guys this .

THING B SAID TO JIAN CHENG !
"sayang"
"love you" -.-
"dun lyk that la"
and he touch jian cheng;s head lyk 2 times ?

and i was using jian cheng's account for a while then he knew i was using and he said this ...
"i want MY lemon" ... jian cheng audi ign .
"can you fuck off from his com"

LOLS ! after that , me and jian cheng lyk no mood to play liao . cos of some fucker spoil our mood ! -.- damn that B -.-

after that went he is leaving i think ? he went to jian cheng there and asked him to lend him his phone -.- and then he typed his number and asked him to call him or something lyk dat . LOLS ! i was lyk .... then when we left the J Cube i asked for jian cheng's phone and helped him delete LOLS ! sucker !! xDD

and coincidentally we saw them at the food court after that too ! -.- but lucky they never see us ! that's all . LOLS !

AND GRATS THENG WEI LV.131 ! lols .

OMO ! exams are finally over ! woots ~ enjoy everybody ! cos it's gonna be a fun and enjoyable time ! but next year 'O' levels already so all the best people ! HWAITING ! xDD .

haha . tae yang album is gonna be out soon in november !! this is one of his photos ! and his mv is coming out on 15th this month !! xDD

today was a failure . have running nose the whole day . so i couldn't concentrate on all my papers . social studies turned out to be easier than e.maths paper 2 and chinese paper 2 turned out to be easier than physics -.- tomorrow is the last day and i am so happy !

it's exam now but i dun feel lyk studying . today's a.math paper was crap . i lost 11 marks so far for all the questions i didn't do . and tomorrow's physics and nothing can get in my head now ! dun wanna study ! just wanna sleep and rest my half-dead brain well . stil have social studies on thursday and chemistry on friday . -.- so i will have to study for the next two nights ! TIRING ! haha . ivan you can de it ! and everyone of you all can ! it's just a few more days until this bloody period is over ! WOOTS ! HWAITING PPLE <3 !

wanna watch 'strong heart' someone sub it pls ^^

나는 우리는 전 보다는 더 일 것이라는 점을 그러나 나가 생각하는지 왜 모른다. 우리가 함께 돌아오는 경우에 비록, 그것이 전에와 동일하. 그리고 나는 저것을 알고 있다. 감각이 서두르기 위하여 려고 하고 있기 때문에 나는 저것을 좋아하지 않는다. i'm는 어리석기 때문에 다시 위로 확 타오르고 싶다! 심각하게! 너희들은 잘못된 남자가 있다! -. - 너희들이 깨달은 경우에. 당신은 이야기의 그녀 측이 있다. 그러나 거기 쌍방은 당신이 저것을 알고 있는 이야기에 또한 인가? 너희들은 나가 당신을 모두 신뢰하지 않는다는 것을 생각하는가? 나가 때 나가 먼저 당신을 모두 신뢰하지 않는다는 것을 말하십시오! 당신은 본다! 다시 가정? -. - "우리는 우리는 저희에 있는 되찻음이 당신의 신망" 있을 경우 당신에게 말할 것이다. 저것은 결코 좋아 일어나지 않을 것인가? i've는 너희들에 있는 신망을 잃는는다고 당신이 모두 추정하기 때문에. -. - i'm는 이렇게 슬픈 좋아하는가? 진실하지 않기 조차 때문에. 당신 사실에게 적당한 다음 시간을 확실히 얻는가? 그것은 이어 저것을 알기 위하여 자극과 괴롭힌! 그리고, 너희들은 모든 말썽을 통해 가십시오지 왜 저를 돌려받기 위하여 그룹 안쪽에 저 없이 이렇게 매우 더 행복하다? 다만 저를 남겨두십시오. 저를 내버려두십시오!

it's EOY and i've not been studying . i dunno why but i just dun feel lyk studying at all -.- only read a few notes and i'm done . sick and tired of studying -.- listening to my songs and playing games rather than studying . LOL ! i think i'm gonna do badly for EOY exams but i will try my best to maintain my 70% ! xDD

ah , i've told this alot of times to him already . if you wanna say something to me just say it . if you think that you nid my trust , then forget about telling me . as long as you all dun tell , i wont care . i've told him many times already uhh . it's up to you all to make the next move ba . and to me , when i was with you all , recess is lyk silent ... ... ... only sometimes than talk . now without me you all can talk more wad , from wad i see . haha . so why make it all awkward ? -.- you guys talk more when i'm not inside . haha . and just tell me straight about who that person is . if you guys dun say , i wont react .

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !! EOY is so stressful ! haha . HWAITING ! xDD

hmmm . something's amiss ? -.- i think i know who is the person who has been tagging our blogs . if i'm not wrong , i think it's one of you all ? just have this very strong feeling . dunno why -.- anyways . exams are drawing near and i still have not started studying ! OMO ! how ?!?!?! -.- so little time left xDD . when i think of it i was lyk , " wow , so fast exams le -.- " HAVEN STUDY ! only maths ? -.- geog , social studies , physics and chem confirm die de -.- i wan 70% ! to maintain my laptop xDD ! otherwise my mother will take back -.-