haha . today is a super boring day in school . teachers' day performance ? super boring -.- but when all the teachers going up on stage that time , they played big bang songs ! xDD ! Haru Haru , Gara Gara Go , Heaven , Lies and Baby Baby ! xDD ! ah , just being random -.- i went to watch BANDSLAM in the evening . well the show is kinda of boring -.- not recommended to people who haven watch it -.- haha. CIAO !
ah , how long isit since i last post ? my father took away the whole monitor uhh -.- now only can use lyk for awhile ? -.- aiish , just got LOCD today . finished within lyk 1 hour only ? -.- then went to play at the playground for a while and slack there until 6 -.- it's about 2.5 hours ! haha . just listening to korean songs . mathias and jarrett left half way so only left me and jian cheng and we went home around 6.45 ! haha . nothing to do at home uh ? -.- anyways , today is my brother's birthday xDD happy birthday SHERMAN ! oh , i dun call them kor or anything -.-haha . so next week is the last week of school and throughout the holidays i got spec course ! I DUN WANNA GO ! 4 days 3 night . WASTE MY TIME ! -.- aiish , no choice uhh -.- ah , sian ...
ah , my mood seems too be a bit better . but still a bit same as before -.- well , anyways had a tiring day yesterday at ncc . was running around xDD . yeah , and i still cant post photos on my blog ! how sad -.- well anyways , we had mutual yesterday night and we played taboo ! xDD well , the girls totally own LOL but nvm we tried our best LOL !
STAY ! xDD Nice and Sad song ? xDD ah , i'm being random with the lyrics xDD
Lyrics/Romanization: Can you feel me now Take a deep breath and let me explain All the pain thats been wreckin my brain Gettin so close to goin insane And see you standing there And the feelin never gonna be the same seems like we missed the whole damn train Blame is all we have for us
And I can let in get in the way Even if the love is the costly price to pay Lookin back life love was the game or cliche Gotta move away sacrifice my heart and let you breath again baby girl
Ososugita nani-mo kamo Kanojo ga tokidoki damatta no mo Samishii SIGN Now that Im alone
Soba ni ite kureru koto Atarimae ni omoisugite hontou Okutta Mail User unknow
Karappo no CLOSET sumi ni Ochita Promise Ring Futari shite kanojo no Birthday Eranda noni
Tobira ga shiamaru mae ni Baby please dont go away Ienakatta koto semeteru What you to stay Ima sara kuyande mo I know its late Kanojo no kawari nante dare nimo dekinai I want you to stay want you to stay
Saigo no kotoba wa sou SAYONARA nanka janaku 「arigatou」 Owari no imi Getting over me
Kanojo ga hoshii mono o Boku ga agerarenakatta shouko POST no Key End of the story
Futari no heya nimo mou sugu Yoru ga kuru Shashin de hohoemu kanojo mo Mienaku naru
Wasurareru wakenai Baby please dont fade away Shirokujichuu kienai kara Want you to stay Konna-ni kanashikute I know its late Mamoru beki datta no wa kanojo no sonzai I want you to stay want you to stay
Eng Translation: Can you feel me now Take a deep breath and let me explain All the pain that's been wreckin my brain Gettin so close to goin' insane And see you standing there And the feelin' never gonna be the same seems like we missed the whole damn train Blame is all we have for us
And I can let in get in the way Even if the love is the costly price to pay Lookin' back life love was the game of cliche Gotta move away sacrifice my heart and let you breath again baby girl
Everything is too late now, The way she never spoke at times, That our relationship was becoming solitary, Now that I'm alone
Honestly... Her being by my side was something I thought was natural, The mail I sent; User unknown
In the empty closet, The promise ring we chose together for her birthday, Lays in the corner
Before the door closes, baby please don't go away, I regret not expressing my feelings, what you to say, Although I come to regret now, I know it's late, There is nobody who can take her place, I want you to stay, want you to stay
The last words, yes, They were 'Thanks' rather than 'Take care' It shows it's the end, getting over me
It's the proof that I could not give what she wanted, The key of the mail box, End of the story
The night will come in the room I'm alone in, I can't see the lady who would be smiling in pictures
There will be no chance that I can forget you, Baby please don't fade away, You won't erase all day, Want you to stay, Because it makes me this sad, I know it's late Her existence which I had to keep, I want you to stay, want you to stay
ah . thanks christy for the reminded xDD ! i forgot to post yesterday that it was Big Bang's 3rd anniversary ! xDD . i know that just that i forgot xDD !muahaha . i downloaded their full album ! xDD ! i lyk Stay and Love Club xDD ! i also lyk GD's Heartbreaker , Korean Dream and The Leaders ! xDD ! ah . and thanks hyung for the link xDD !
i dunno why am i blogging so much uhh ? somemore all in different post de -.- people read the first one of this day first okay ? haha . ah . perhaps i'm freaking bored right now on the com ? nothing to do ... -.- dota ? maple ? audi ? SA ? ... BORING ! -.- i feel lyk i'm being random cos i've feeling so down ! aRGH ! -.- today got NCC . went to HQ and did train fire for SAR 21 . it's super heavy and while carrying that and lying on the ground , my elbows can break ! haha . actually not that heavy , cos it's just 4.44kg . "Lightweight and Durable" . Ah , lightweight my foot ! twe went to HQ for lyk about a few hours ? i can sleep over there uhh . quite boring . alone at home now ! ... randomness -.- oh , and i got my BIG BANG BIG SHOW CONCERT DVD already if you guys didn't know ? ^^ my money fly ! ^^ but it's nice ! I'm a Big Bang Fan ^^ 2NE1 Fan ^^ argh . i'm not suppose to be in this mood ? -.- haiish , aiish . haiish , aiish . haiish , aiish . haiish , aiish . haiish , aiish . haiish , aiish . haiish , aiish . haiish , aiish . haiish , aiish . haiish , aiish . it sucks , totally .
ah ! my typing is lyk totally changing uhh -.- though i know that i may look happy on the outside people . i'm not in the inside ! it's been weeks and weeks of this feeling and i hate this . and i mean seriously hate it . it will take time to heal but i think as time goes by it's just tearing the wound even more . pathetic huh ? well . haha . not the first time i've experience this kind of feelings . just that this time is a DEEP one . -.- oh damn . i can't find a song which fits my emotions ? HAHA ! that's saddening . I Dun Care-e-e-e-e-e about my emotions ... I Dun Care-e-e-e-e-e about my life ... I Dun Care-e-e-e-e-e about wad other people say ... I Just Dun Care-e-e-e-e-e about anything .
oh and hyung cheer up uhh ! ^^ one day we go eat ice-cream and cookies and sting ray and also go for a study date next year or end of this year k ? xDD ! wow . we keep saying we want a lot of things ended up got 3 things we wanna eat xDD ! ah , and HAPPY BIRTHDAY KWON JI-YONG (G-DRAGON) ! ^^ and his release of his new album "HEARTBReAKER" . everybody go listen k ? well if anyone even read this . -.- and cant wait for tomorrow release of BIG BANG's album ^^
hmmm . it's not good carrying many many burdens right ? and guess how many am i carrying ? hmmm . Mine plus 3 others ! Altogether 4 burdens on my shoulder ! -.- so tough and tiring . though i dun show it and i REALLY dun show it . if you wan me show it then ... haha . i think you all will hate me -.- but anyways , affecting me mentally -.- unable to concentrate on anything right now ? this whole week is lyk common test and i'm not studying ! well , maybe read up a little but can i even get good results ? -.- tomorrow's geography common test . i dunno how will i fair ? now is lyk 7.47pm and i have not read anything and i am not intending too -.- why ? BURDENS ! argh ... emotions O.o . okay not totally on my burdens , there's more but yeah . toda's E.Maths common test , i think i will do badly ! T.T ARGH ! i just wanna get 70% overall can already ! results and emotions ! LOLS ! everything down ! malfuction ! -.- wad am i talking ? O.o aiish , wadever .
別の言語のもう一度i'mの投稿 . 私がすべて述べているどんなi'mか理解してほしくないので行くi'mこれ! それは性交何のようである! 私の感情は上下にのようである。 私はそれを憎む。 私が学校、見るがけれどもそれでかなり幸せにすべてに空の内部はある。私がこの質問をすればわかりましたは、何あなたへ真の友達であるか。 何に答えるか。 そしてそれについて考えなさい。 私は私のまわりで多くの「真の友達」を感じることができる。 大きいいかに。ちょうど感じは何人かの人々のためにそう省いた。 それらは本物のようであるか。 それらは私からの多くの事を保って、私はそれを憎む。 それはちょうど私に感じを左にする。 少数の多分わかりましたないしかし良くすべてか。 ののしり。dun bother translating ^^ i think i got nothing better to do but yeah this is actually what i wanted to say on my blog ^^
okay . friday's NCC was cancelled so we decided to go wei shen's house but his father dun allow ! sian . haha . so we were walking and decided to go to heeren O.o anyway we have lyk 4hours ? before they have to go home so yeah xDD ! we went there , me ,jian cheng and wei shen . mathias PS us . haha .PSHJKLJK ! xDD ! we went to HMV there to look at korean albums cos wei shen want to find SNSD ! xDD but in the end dun have xDD ! i saw Big Bang's Remember Album and their photobook which is lyk $70 ? so exp la . but the packaging is nice and it's super big ! xDD . saw SHINee's photobook too xDD . we walk at heeren to er . i dunno how to spell -.- then to plaza singapura ! xDD yeah , my legs wanna break already . xDD !
나는 다만 이 세계에서 무엇이든에 관하여 caring 느끼지 않는다 . 이것은 빤다 . 나는 나의 감각에 관하여 누군가 말 같이 다만 느끼지 않으며 왜 모른다 . 저것은 인 방법 정당하다 . 왜 이렇게 emo이어 나가 인지 haha ? 나의 blog는 최고 emo를 지금 얻고 있다 그러나 나는 그것에 관하여 아무것도를 할 수 없다! 나는 나의 blog에 모두를 말하기 같이 다만 느낀다 그러나 번잡할 것이다 좋아 ... i bet if you guys try to translate this to english it will be in broken english ? i dunno .so dun bother converting it back ^^ no one will understand xDD muahahaha .
it's been a while since i last post yeah ? but my mood isit getting any better uhh . haha . i dun rhink i wanna say anymore uhh . later it get obvious ! xDD ! this sucks . just bought a name tag xDD . bought it with moe and jian cheng . i got T.O.P , Moe got Seung Ri , but Jian Cheng's G.Dragon wasn't there ! AWWW ! lols . dun worry you will find it soon xDD .
my mood is becoming worst ever since the last post . just hate it . i just feel so ... dunno how to say . feeling so stress and come home it can't get any better . you know why ? wanna use the com to relax also cannot . wad to do ? that's for being the youngest . so idiotic . he big can bully ar ? to think that i last time also got let him use . AH , wadever . dun wanna bring up the past . later they say i'm calculative or wadever sh*t . lock myself in the room whole afternoon on tuesday . feeling so eff up ! damn .
bwah ! today went out with my mum early in the morning at 10.30 xDD !
after that me and bro went out . he went to queenstown i go IMM ! xDD . cos today is the 1st of August and Will Pan came to Singapore ! xDD . he's my favourite chinese singer mah xDD . took some pictures xDD ! he sang "Be With You" and "Shuang Ren Wu" xDD . it was suppose to be a autograph session but his hand was injured so he gave everyone who went a hug ! LOLS ! it was very crowded over there . the queue is super long xDD ! and he is such a joker -.- but anyways my legs are tired from standing for lyk 3 hours ? haha . very long huh ... but so sad dun have his autograph -.- but nvm xDD ! i also talked to him for a bit ? xDD . asked him some things and yeah . haha . never talked to an idol before -.- . so , i feel so funny xDD ! took a video and 4 photos cos didn't really wanna use the camera xDD ! upload the photos some other times xDD .
Hello People~ My name is Ivan and I'm currently 17! I'm born on 6 April in the year 1994.
Studying at: Cedar Primary School Yuying Secondary School
Ngee Ann Polytechnic
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