haha . damn . it's been a long time since i post yeah ? xDD was sick on Monday and Tuesday ! hmmm . practically the whole week ba . -.- have fever , cough and flu . syntoms of H1N1 ! but dun have xDD . hmmm . today got dental appointment so never go for training . i put braces for the top teeth too . so now it's uncomfortable in my mouth and i hate it -.- . 2 years of agony ! T.T oh ya , my friend was suppose to buy the 'big bang big show concert dvd' become i buy ! -.- . but nvm . xDD . in 2 weeks it will come i guess xDD .
CIAO ! *no voice*

just having a really bad mood for lyk 2 days already ! because of YESTERDAY ! -.- i had a bad day yesterday and my father had to rub it in . -.- had school . something happen during the school hours yeah and wadever . then had NCC for lyk 5 hours ? slacked in the room which made my mood even worse ! because of the P.O.P which is coming up next week . then reached home about 7.45 and went out for dinner after a while . then told my father that i will be going out tomorrow (which is today) , then he scolded me . he said i've been going out for the past few saturdays when i didn't even go out ! HOW CAN MY DAY GET ANY WORSE ? he made me so emo uhh . cried for lyk 1 hour + when we are outside ! IT SUCKS ! no mood whatsoever . today woke up at 6.45 . got to go school for NCC again ! I HATE IT UHH . training everyday of the week monday-wednesday , friday and saturday . but in the end onoly a few people go today and i went there at 8 - 12 but did wad ? NOTHING ! -.- i really dunno wad to do already uhh . my life sucks -.- dun feel lyk talking .

haha . sry for not posting for lyk a week or so ! xDD i cant find anything to post on ! and up till now i still cant find any xDD !

hmmm . today i seem unnatural ! the way i carry myself feels weird ! as if i'm acting -.- . just have this weird feeling inside me and i dunno wad it is ! AN EMPTY FEELING ! in my heart right now ? O.o i hate this kind of feeling -.- OMG ! dunno wad to do -.-

i have this feeling . and it's unpleasant . and i feel depress over it . though i dun show it but who will care ? wadever people . this is just so irritating . do wad you lyk . i dun give a damn . why must this come at this point of time ? ARGH ! i shall just .... .... .. ...... -.- no one to trust ^^

okay this post is for MOE ! xDD she wanted me to post the MV of Lies because she likes the song too much ! xDD so here it is xDD . SHE FORCED ME TO POST THIS ! and MOE stop calling me T.O.P ! xDD

haha . today is friday !! xDD and there is no NCC ! wonderful ! xDD .
school is super short today so i dun really have anything to post about today xDD .
but oh well . xDD

Haru Haru - Korean Lyrics !

YEAH
FINALLY I REALIZED
THAT I'M NOTHING WITHOUT YOU
I WAS SO WRONG
FORGIVE ME

Ah Ah Ah Ah -

Padocheoreom buswojin nae mam
Baramcheoreom heundeullineun nae mam
Yeongicheoreom sarajin nae sarang
Munsincheoreom jiwojijiga anha
Hansumman ttangi kkeojira swijyo
Nae gaseumsogen meonjiman ssahijyo SAY GOODBYE
YEAH
Nega eobsin dan harudo mot salgeotman gatatdeon na
Saenggakgwaneun dareugedo geureokjeoreok honja jal sara
Bogosipdago bulleobwado neon amu daedabeobtjanha
Heotdoen gidae georeobwado ijen soyongeobtjanha
Ne yeope inneun geu sarami mwonji hoksi neol ullijin annneunji
Geudae naega boigin haneunji beolsseo ssak da ijeonneunji
Geokjeongdwae dagagagijocha mareul geol su jocha eobseo aetaeugo
Na hollo gin bameul jisaeujyo subaekbeon jiwonaejyo
Dorabojimalgo tteonagara
Tto nareul chatjimalgo saragara
Neoreul saranghaetgie huhoeeopgie
Johatdeon gieongman gajyeogara
Geureokjeoreok chamabolmanhae
Geureokjeoreok gyeondyeonaelmanhae
Neon geureolsurok haengbokhaeyadwae
Haru haru
Mudyeojyeogane

OH GIRL I CRY CRY
YO MY ALL (SAY GOODBYE)

Gireul geotda neowa na uri majuchindahaedo
Mot boncheok hagoseo geudaero gadeongil gajwo
Jakkuman yet saenggagi tteooreumyeon amado
Nado mollae geudael chajagaljido molla
Neon neul geu saramgwa haengbokhage neon neul naega dareun mam an meokge
Neon neul jageun miryeondo an namgekkeum jal jinaejwo na borandeusi
Neon neul jeo haneulgachi hayake tteun gureumgwado gachi saeparake
Neon neul geureoke useojwo amu il eopdeusi
Dorabojimalgo tteonagara
Tto nareul chatjimalgo saragara
Neoreul saranghaetgie huhoeeopgie
Johatdeon gieongman gajyeogaraGeureokjeoreok chamabolmanhaeGeureokjeoreok gyeondyeonaelmanhaeNeon geureolsurok haengbokhaeyadwae
Haru haru
Mudyeojyeogane
Nareul tteonaseo mam pyeonhaejigil (nareul itgoseo saragajwo)
Geu nunmureun da mareulteni YEAH (haruharu jinamyeon)
Charari mannaji anhatdeoramyeon deol apeultende
UMYeongwonhi hamkkehajadeon geu yaksok ijen
Chueoge mudeodugil barae baby neol wihae gidohae
Dorabojimalgo tteonagara
Tto nareul chatjimalgo saragara
Neoreul saranghaetgie huhoeeopgie
Johatdeon gieongman gajyeogara
Geureokjeoreok chamabolmanhae
Geureokjeoreok gyeondyeonaelmanhae
Neon geureolsurok haengbokhaeyadwae
Haru haru
Mudyeojyeogane

OH GIRL
I CRY CRY
YO MY ALL
SAY GOOD
BYE BYE
OH MY LOVE
DON'T LIE LIE
YO MY HEART
SAY GOODBYE

Haru Haru - English Translation !

Leave
Yeah, Finally I realize that I am nothing without you
I was so wrong, forgive me

Ah ah ah ah~

My broken heart like a wave
My shaken heart like a wind
My heart vanished like smoke
It can't be removed like a tattoo
I sigh deeply as if a ground is going to cave in
Only dusts are piled up in my mind(say goodbye)
Yeah, I thought I wouldn't be able to live even one day without you
But somehow I managed to live on (longer) than I thought
You don't answer anything as I cry out "I miss you"
I hope for a vain expectation but now it's useless
What is it about that person next to you, did he make you cry?
Dear can you even see me, did you forget completely?
I am worried, I feel anxiety because I can't get close nor try to talk to you
I spend long nights by myself, erasing my thoughts a thousand times

[Chorus]

Don't look back and leave
Don't find me again and live (on)
Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand in some way
You should be happy if you are like this
I become dull day by day (eh eh eh eh)
Oh girl I cry, cry
You're my all, say goodbye...If we pass by each other on the street
Act like you didn't see me and go the way you were walking to
If you keep thinking about our past memories
I might go look for you secretly
Always be happy with him, (so) I won't ever get a different mind
Even smallest regret won't be left out ever
Please live well as if I should feel jealous
You should always be like that bright sky, like that white cloud
Yes, you should always smile like that as if nothing happened

[Chorus]

I hope your heart fees relieved
Please forget about me and live (on)
Those tears will dry completely
As time passes by
It would've hurt less if we didn't meet at all (mm)
Hope you will bury our promise of being together forever baby
I pray for you

[Chorus]

Oh girl I cry, cry
You're my all, say goodbye, bye
Oh my love don't lie, lie
You're my heart, say goodbye

Haha . Nice Song ! xDD the lyrics is kinda touching too ^^

hey people ^^ here to post again . and sorry guys about the bossaball competition today . i feel so guilty for the lost today . because i hit the ball out of the court for lyk 4-5 times ? OMG ! so sorry ! i really am . because of my freaking stomachache -.-

today has been a boring day . SAF DAY ! nid wear NCC uniform to school . woah -.- i haven wear for lyk 2-3 months and it feels so weird wearing it again today ! haha . was walking down for recess when Mr Soh talked to me ! haha . he said i'm going for phase 4 of the spec. course ! muahahaha . i still have a chance of being a sergeant xDD ! well . though i dun really care -.- oh well .

haha . i'm suddenly so into korean songs now ? LOL . because of LOLLIPOP ! haha. lolli - lolli - lollipop - oh - neon - naul - lollipop ! LOLS ! MOE ! how can you shout lollipop while i was playing bossaball ? xDD . haru haru is addictive to me too . LOL . and much much more xDD . dunno why ? weird feeling . it's lyk within one week i got so many new korean songs haha .