ah . why cant my life be carefree and nice to live in ?
i guess this is life uhh ? people may think that i can handle any problem as my family background is broken and i may be stronger after the incident yeah but actually the answers is no .
problems are coming one after and another since last year and i'm sick and tired of all this shit . feeling so down and out right now . damn ! -.- please make me be problem-less ! aiish . i dunno wad to say ! ah , feeling so frustrated with all the problems which i'm having . just wish that i can have at least a year of happiness please ? ah . i guess not ? it's just a few days than another one come out . ah , i'm not blaming anyone uhh . i'm blaming myself -.- why am i in this world ? haiish . ARGH !!