haha . this is my 100th post . after 2 years . O.o xDD . so , speech day training was so boring .== nid to stand in the hot sun for almost 4 hours . feel so tired uhh . haha . feeling so sick uhh . got sore throat ( maybe throat infection) and blocked nose . for 2 daysalready . very xin ku>< . feel lyk dying . whole body feeling weak == . dun feel lyk moving . xDD . after speech day training walked to mrt station with him . well . i was rushing home because i got somethingto attend to. nid to collect my phone before the time is given xDD . so thetrain arrived and me andhim was able to board it . but he gave some stupid excuse saying that he got stomachache . and i was pissed . he was just acting to have it just because he wanna skip the train and take the next one . but i was rushing . RUSHING ! damn . but nvm i got angry . and wad ? you got angry and expect me to take the first move to apologise ? i did that already but you didn't reply . hey , just wanna let you know that is you make me angry not i make you angry . gosh . haiish . so looks lyk the person i can trust is also going down huh ? ... i dun wan it to be lyk this but i dunno why isit lyk this so now isit my fault or your fault ? i dunno . .

my life is turning upsidedown .

but yeah . at least i know i still have friends who cares about me . well . of cos PC-MIX ! and sorry mathias for not sitting with you in class . i thought that you are gonna sit with wan qin and you told mme that she was gonna sit with nicole sim . but i thought she will change her mind uhh . seriously sorry >< .

stressed ~

physics test was crap . it is so difficult la . i cant even think of any solution to some of the questionss lyk the diamond question ? i wrote crap . and i think that my marks would definitely be crap too . A maths test ? i did score okay . but it's the careless mistakes that killed me. dun even wanna talk about it . just hope that i could pass sec 3 at 70% . well that's my target . and i hope i can do it . feeling so stressed out with friends and studies . how i wish it could all stop . no problems and i'll be fine .

feeling so eff up right now ? dunno wad to do . i just cant handle with friendships . i feel so useless uhh . well . maybe it's my problem . maybe IT IS my problem . haiish . just cant take it . though sometimes i may look strong on the outside , but on the inside i'm weak . and seriously weak .

at night went to THE PASTA SHOP at wheelock place . very nice . unique taste. love the food there . though it is alittle bit expensive but it's worth paying for . ^^